peoppplllleee are annoying me.
situations.... are annoying me.
i dont like liking people.
i really dont.
i hate it.
i would prefer to just not have any attraction to anyone whatsoever.
and its freeking annoying not being able to date because seriously....
i really think that if i was aloud to date, that i possibly could have a boyfriend right now. like... an amazing one.
im just thinking of how many people i HAVE to let slip away.
but no. no no no no no im not going to get sucked into that.
im not going to settle. i wont. i wont i wont.
im going to get the guy i want, someone who is perfect for me. everyone that i would be attracted to i would have to settle for if i was to date them.
im really trying not to like anyone.
the africa people have bonded like crazy!!!! and its bugging me that they have become a clique.
i want to start school already.
i want to get my liscence already
i want to get a freeking JOB! ALREADY!!!
i can release my feelings, hang out with more people, be more distracted, do things, have my own freeking life!
i need a car.