Thursday, October 23, 2008

brother

just an update,


tonight we went to frozen yogurt and talked...


and well,


let me just tell you,


definetly not how i expected it to be.


and not in a good way.


things still suck, things didnt really change,


i told him that i miss him and we never hang out and his reply was "when did we hang out?"


so basically disregarding the fact that im hurt,


so i finally said "ive been mad and sad towards you this past week, and purposefully difficult and argumentive"


and well... he didnt really respond...


:[


im bummed...


and then we talked about the typical issue,


and then said some things that really concerned me and so i started crying in the car...


and well



the talk pretty much bombed, but i do feel relieved that its out there, it just didnt go as planned at all.

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