Its crazy how like you try singing a song and you cannot for the life of you hit a lot of the notes, and then randomly God's like, bam, you can sing it now!
yeah, that kind of happened to me this week.
i was learning a song that im singing for christmas eve, and i was freaking out because i had no idea how i was supposed to hit the (probably) most important notes.
and well, then one time i practiced it, and could hit them all! exactly how the original singer hit them! and i was like, whaaaaaa?!?! how did that happen?!! i dont know.
im excited for this song.
EXTREMELY nervous (as always) im probably going to have to bring like a paper bag with me because its highly possible that ill hypervenhilate.
its crazy how scared i am EVERY TIME I SING in main service. like i always get the shakes, get breathing issues, i bite my nails, get fidgety before going on stage, etc.
probably because everything is perfect in main, and the christmas eve service is like, a pretty big production with our church... so im extra scared.
but i still am excited to sing this song just because i cried the first like 4 times i heard it. i reaaallly hope i dont cry on christmas eve though, and well... if God's just gonna have me cry, then i REALLLLLLLLLLLLY hope that it doesnt screw up my voice, because well... im fine with crying, just as long as it doesnt effect my voice.
i mean ive cried playing worship in encounter before, and i was okay, but this song, i cant afford to screw it up by my emotions hah.