"Here i am, all of me. Finally, everything, wholly yours."
yeah i just wanted to let you guys know that im still there. im still at that place where God can have everything. i mean i still have wants, i still have preferences but theres nothing wrong with that. i mean... Jesus asked God if there was any other way than him dying, i mean obviously he preferred to live, he just wanted what God wants more than his own.
and that is where im at. I do want things, i very much desire things, but thats nothing compared to my want for what God wants for me. I mean, there are some things in my life that if God said "no more" to, then i would be crushed, i would be soooo sad, but i wouldnt hold onto it if i knew it was what God wanted. I would want to hold on, for sure! but i wouldnt because i believe God knows me better than i know myself, and if certain things need to change, then i guess thats the best thing for me to become who God wants me to be.
Friends, i pray that if you arent at this place yet, that you get there, or at least begin to move forward towards it.
and i hope for myself, that i can continue to be in this state of mind.