I want time to move faster because i need these years to go by so that i can finally rest. because if i rest now, i wont be set later. so i have to just get everything done now, and then rest after.
but i do want rest.
i dont have time for anything anymore.
today i sort of rested, which was nice. but i want more!
ya know the feeling when you were hungry, but then you're not anymore but once you eat something you realise you are STARVING
thats how i feel.
i finally rested after a stresssffuuullll week, and i want more!
i need more rest.
i cannot tell you how amazing christmas break will be.
college is good.
they pound you hard enough and make you work hard enough that you feel like you're there for a year, but you're not. so you get more done sooner. and then you get SUPER LONG BREAKS between semesters (December 15th-January 25th!) so then when you start again you get pounded, then rest, then pound, then rest, then pound. its like ahh so lame but so great too.
i like it.
but i dont.
i think i might go away.
after im out of community college with my AA, i might go away for college.
right now, it's sounding good. especially with the drama that is happening here, and my lack of friends as it is.
i dont mean like cross-country.
but like... up a bit more in california. enough to where i dont live here, but enough to where i can come down often.
so that im not completely abandoning my family and few friends.
but for right now,
im gonna sleep.
and hope i dont starve afterwards.