Tuesday, November 24, 2009

hmm

I want time to move faster because i need these years to go by so that i can finally rest. because if i rest now, i wont be set later. so i have to just get everything done now, and then rest after.


but i do want rest.


i dont have time for anything anymore.


today i sort of rested, which was nice. but i want more!


ya know the feeling when you were hungry, but then you're not anymore but once you eat something you realise you are STARVING


thats how i feel.



i finally rested after a stresssffuuullll week, and i want more!


i need more rest.


i cannot tell you how amazing christmas break will be.


college is good.


they pound you hard enough and make you work hard enough that you feel like you're there for a year, but you're not. so you get more done sooner. and then you get SUPER LONG BREAKS between semesters (December 15th-January 25th!) so then when you start again you get pounded, then rest, then pound, then rest, then pound. its like ahh so lame but so great too.


i like it.
but i dont.


idk


i think i might go away.


after im out of community college with my AA, i might go away for college.


right now, it's sounding good. especially with the drama that is happening here, and my lack of friends as it is.


i dont mean like cross-country.


but like... up a bit more in california. enough to where i dont live here, but enough to where i can come down often.


so that im not completely abandoning my family and few friends.


but for right now,


im gonna sleep.


and hope i dont starve afterwards.

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